Im trying so hard. Its just not fair. I did nothing wrong and I’m the one in the most pain. I just want the pain to stop. I would do anything to make this all go away I cant take it anymore. And he thinks leaving me is what’s best?? If only he could see me now, well even if he did I know he would still walk away because hes to selfish about how guilty he feels to take my feelings into consideration. Nothing I do will be good enough. I give up. Im sorry.
Im sorry to anyone who is trying to help me. Im sorry that its not enough. The only person who could possibly help me is off trying to forget I exist. Im hopeless and if you try to help me you will just get frustrated. I wish all this support would make me feel better but I still feel the same. I just need him to care… im sorry just dont pay attention to this im just being stupid.